Diary of Pj

Article: The Girl I want’ ~

If in just one sentence I have to describe the girl I want, I can say that I want a girl with a plan.

The girl with a plan, exactly that’s what I crave for. A girl who knows what to do with her life. A girl who is full of self-confidence and is Self-sufficient in herself. I lie a lot to my friends about this. I describe them a girl which is really impossible to find in these times. The thing is, I really don’t want to be in a relationship. The couples I see around myself are just avaricious for sex. Or maybe there are some who love each other but if they are asked about their future, they are uncertain about the same. They don’t even have enough confidence to say that they are going to spend the next Valentine’s Day with the same partner. They just say for the time but they themselves are too confident they won’t survive in the long run. It’s rare that one’s GF or BF to whom they are dating for almost a year or two become their life partner.

I don’t clearly understand this thing at all. So I usually skip such questions by lying. It may be because I have never happened to entertain one such relationship. It may be, but I am not sure myself. It’s true that nobody can be certain about their future, but one can have a plan for that. Not a rigid one but a path to follow. I am in search of such a girl. The girl who is living her life right now to her fullest. A girl who knows the meaning of love. For me, committing to a relationship means to sign a contract of marriage. To enter into a contract of sharing all positives and negatives of a life. Isn’t that what all the round and round process in a marriage is. It’s so hard to find such a girl. Who is having the same thoughts as me? It’s not like a girl is waiting for me. She will see me and say, hey Pj let’s marry. It’s not like that. At least not that easy one, that’s a just a fantasy to have such a love. Love includes happiness, comfort, adjustment and many more. But above all of these, love consists of a pure form of emotion. A loyalty.

The girl I am looking for is stranger to me right now. If I go by my fantasy, she would be clearly more cheerful than me. Less obsessed with social stuff and more involved in herself. A girl who is not needy or whiny all the time. I won’t mind if she tries to control me. I literally won’t mind to the limit we both have an understanding. I can understand that every relationship can’t end in having a marriage, but it is also not necessary to have a relationship before marriage. It’s not like I am saying have it after marriage and cheat on your partner. It’s just, relationship is not an eligibility parameter for having a marriage. A girl with cute smile, innocence in her actions but also a strong touch of confidence, is all I want. May be I am asking for a lot but it’s my life decision. Compromising on this won’t be a good idea.

It's all about the girl I want and why I want such a girl. Make sure you read my next article which is about a girl. A girl with a plan (Just a fantasy character never met one ^_-)